November 20, 2012

lovely fall !!!

   WARNING: Skip this post if you don't like fashion :)

   Well, as you may know, i have uploaded some photos of my outfits to a fashion website named Xtyle. But there are some that i don't feel " right" to upload. So here they are...

I REALLY REALLY love this style: old grandma. But it seemed like my mom doesn't like at all. She was like: " i'm begging you, don't wear it to go out." Plus one friend of mine: " Are you kidding me, you're just like my mother."  T.T why? why?
( shirt: H&M, pants: Forever 21, shoes: urban outfitter)
My travelling outfit. I wore this for a trip to San Francisco. What could i say: Denim never gets old. Btw, waist of the shorts were made by elastic so its quite convenient for travelling. ( Denim T-shirt: stole from my mother, shorts: forever 21, sunglasses: Since i broke my 3 years sunglasses T.T, which i bought at souvenir shop too, i need a replacement. But i'm kind of person who is obsessed to long-term familiar stuff,  its like i will cry if my favorite items are broken. So i decided to start a new chapter with  new sunglasses but Holy mother, i found exactly a same old one plus 2 new ones with a super  cheap price, 15$ for 3 Teehee)

My casual look: zebra shorts with t-shirt.

Look at my face: A tired and very sad expression. Everything has its reason. This was my first day in Las Vegas and soon became my nightmare.  After a dinner, everyone in group started their journeys on their own so did i. But heat in Las Vegas were truly horrible so i decided to come back but realized instead of taking a real key for my hotel room, i took a member ship card of someone in the group. I coudn't call anyone because the signal in hotel was weak. I had to wait till around 2-3 am to get a real key :((. ( Btw, the dress is from Urban outfitter, i like it a lot hihi :D)
This year marks an important event in my life: dresses and skirts. I haven't worn any dress or skirt since elementary school, because i was a fat girl. When i was in Seattle, no one cares about what you wear, you just dress whatever you like. That's why i started wearing dresses and skirts again.
This leather jumpsuit suits me perfectly.  Love it  >3!!!

..... Last look for party tonight :)

November 12, 2012

Spirit in my mind

Me at a famous park  in San francisco ( i forgot the name :( )
  I have abandoned my blog for while. A lot of things happened to me, not bad things neither good things. What could i say? my mind now is overwhelmed with a lot of spirit questions.  The first thing that stroke me a lot was when i came back to Viet Nam that happened during my fly to VietNam. At night, while everybody on the fly were sleeping, i woke up. Luckily, my sit was next to the window so i could see how beautiful the sky is at night. Stars were seems like in front of my eyes,They were so close. The blinking lights, the beauty of stars. All things were like a universal that i coudn't help to take photos. I took my camera out of my bag and started taking photos. The first photo: nothing, the second photo: nothing, the 3rd photo: another nothing, the 4th: big zero but  the fifth photo: changed my life. i won't tell you what i saw in that photo but i will tell how my life has changed since then. Maybe everything was coincident in a perfect arrangement ( if you know what i mean), maybe there was an invisible person that has been leading me to some sorts of level in spirit mind.
  5 years ago, my mother met a huge flood somewhere on a moutain in a business trip. That time, she went with a telepathy. She overcame it but she still hasn't realized anything. 1 year ago, there was a huge story that changed her life forever. " The Straw That Broke The Camel's Back" , I say this because she now is completely a different person. She told me  She should be enlightened 10 years ago not too late like now but that time, she always thought she overcame tremendous upheavals because of her intelligence ( she is really a smart girl).  Back to story of the telepathy, he told my mother he had a mission from an another telepathy ( this telepathy is died, the special thing here is he arranged his death) to help mother awake and develop her ability ( plz don't tell me I'm so superstitious but yup, my mother has a small ability of knowing future through dreams). The huge flood was a challenge for her, if she could overcome it, all her big bad upheavals would disappear( I recommend you should read THE WHEEL OF LIFE of  John blofled , there is one thing about this). 
   Anyway, before 3 months ago, i was just atheistic and intolerant person. And now? I'm still that person? maybe a little bit, i haven't reached to the awakening level like my mother but i so belive in buddha right now. There are a thousand of stories i want to tell you but i just don't know how to start it. Maybe after you read it, you will judge me as a crazy B**** but believe me, we live in a mysterical world  and we haven't known anything about it yet.

My upcoming post is about : death is not an end. I wrote it in VietNamese because it would be easier for me to transfer my message. The upcoming post is all about ghosts and how they related to buddhism ( through my experience and my knowledge) . Btw, i will tell you more details of this post in VietNamese too but if there is someone who is from other country, just shoot me a comment ( although  i guess i don't have a lot of readers :)))), maybe one or two hahahahaha ) so i will translate it.  

Thank you for reading this :)